Last Saturday....
3am- After a date with Mr. Frog i decided to finally call our thing off. Our thing is not working out (im even calling it a "thing" instead of a relationship). All we do is go out-have sex-fight-make up-go out again-have sex agin-fight again-and make up again. Its boring the hell out of me!!! So I made a nice break up sms that goes like "....i love you but I cant let ourselves be in this kind of relationship...we deserve better..." I was using "we" just to lessen the pain when in fact I honestly think that its just ME who really deserves something or someone better.I was waiting for a reply but I didnt get any. And please dont give me that look!!! I tried telling him during the date but he was too busy talking to his friends.
10am- I woke up and hoped that i will get something from Mr. Frog. BUT THERES NONE!!! Hes done it again. The i-dont-reply-i-dont-do-anything shit of his! So ok...with a reply or none...we are officially over! And so i checked online for some emails including my Friendster account. From 82 friends, my list went to 81. Apparently, Mr. Frog has updated his account and removed me from his list and ALSO changed his status to "single". I know its me who called it off but it still hurts when I saw a proof that we are not together anymore.The "single" status of his....laughing at me....staring at me straight in the eyes. OUCH! FUCK! Putangina!!! Ang sakit!!! But after staring at his profile for i think around 5 minutes (without blinking), i changed my status to "single", removed our photo and hoped for the best. I was about to log out from Friendster when i had an itch to check Mr. Frogs profile for the last time. I typed his name on the search box and TAAAAAAADDDDAAAAAAAA!!! The motherfucker has two accounts!!! One is for friends and the OTHER one, which was unknown to me for 9months, has men...NAKED AND ALMOST NAKED MEN!!! I was fucking, FUCKING, FUUUUUUUCKING MAAAAAAAAAAAAD!!! He told me he deleted all his slutty accounts online but NOOOOOOO!!! the pocket-size slut lied to me!!!! So i decided to delete one of his Friendster account (his "for friends" account). Yes, i was able to hack into his account and yes i am aware that the deed strongly reflects how bitter i am about it but you know what.... IT FELT OH SO FUCKING GREAT!
2pm- After finishing a pack of cigs my sister, Cid and I went to ukay-ukay to buy some stuff.Boy oh boy, i just looooooooove ukay-ukays!!! Cid got a shirt, my sister bought a shirt and a pair of oh-la-la snakeskin shoes. As for me i got 3 shirts, 1 jacket, a pair of pants and 1 "Studio54-ish-ill make you cum without even touching you" tank top.
6pm- My mother gave us a visit, cooked meals, and said yes to our proposal that she should spend the night with us.I never had any idea how much i missed my mom (my siblings and i stay with our dad now). We talked for hours and i kept on kissing her....oh i should stop...this is going to make me cry.
11pm- I was alone in my room. Thinking. And then....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
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4 comments:
remind me not to cross you...the consequences seem dire.
interesting entry - it started out with your usual rage but ended on a somewhat tender note
bitter bitter. it's a waste of effort to even speak ill of him at this point - i never really liked him to begin with, haha.
i'll keep you posted about the party
Men & their dicks... tsk tsk tsk
Thank God im a real girl. ECHOSSS!
I'm no expert when it comes to relationships but I do know that a man like that is a complete waste of your time. Its a big world... go fish, you be the bait & i doubt that you'll go home empty handed... *or shld i say shirtless instead?* :o OMG! where did that come from... =D
Very pretty design! Keep up the good work. Thanks.
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